Kisah Di Sebalik Tirai Besi.................... continued

Sambungan yang mungkin korang nantikan.................

Bangunan mahkamah

"Telefon keluarga ke sedara mara ke, kawan ke. Mintak dia datang bayar kan. Suruh dia bawak duit !"

Alamak !!! Tetiba aku jadi bengong kejap.

Sapa aku nak cari? Bukan dekat ni. Sepang kot. Aku tak de kenal sesiapa pun kat kawasan ni !!!!!

Pastu pakcik tu terus suruh aku masuk balik dalam kamar perbicaraan tu dan dia suruh turun ikut tangga khas ke bahagian bawah.

Aku buntu. Nasib baik kat situ ada sorang mamat yang sama jugak. Duit tak cukup. Pastu ada 3 orang Afrika yang tangan dia orang sama sama bergari. Mesti kesalahan PATI kot, tapi dia orang tengah tunggu dibicarakan dan jatuh hukum.

Kami berlima di suruh tunggu kat tangga ni.

Dah satu hal, aku nak call orang tak boleh. Line tak de. Dua dua phone aku tak de coverage. Memang dalam court dia block agaknya. Berpeluh kejap nak fikir apa nak buat.

Mamat yang sorang tu dia dah call boss dia, dan boss dia on the way. Duit dia tak cukup RM 50 je nak bayar. Dia kena denda RM 1000 atas kesalahan bawak lori tanpa lesen.

Duduk kat tangga tu, aku pun konon nak makan Fisherman's Friends yang ada dalam poket. Aku keluarkan dan makan sebijik. Bagi mamat sorang lagi tu sebijik. Pastu nampak 3 Afrikas tu terkebil kebil tengok. Aku tanya dia orang nak ker.. Masing masing angguk.

Aku nak bagi tapi tangan dia orang bergari... Salah sorang tu terpaksa kena suap !!!  Dah la bibir dia sekor paling tebal !

Geli pun ada ! Nak tergelak pun ya.

Aku memang tak leh digest apa dah, nak call memang tak boleh. Last sekali aku gi jumpa Polis tua tadi tu, dia punya la garang. Tak bagi aku cakap, terus dia suruh turun ke bawah. Dia bukak pintu dan kat bawah tu ada 2 jail.  Ada 3 orang polis jaga. Dalam jel satu tu ada pesalah bergari. Tup tup dia suruh aku masuk jel tu.

Kena bagi rokok, lighter apa semua kat polis yang jaga tu dan dia kunci aku dalam jail tu bersama sama dengan pesalah pesalah yang bergari. 

Oh Tuhan ku.. Apakah yang berlaku?????

Tetiba sedar sedar aku dah dalam jail. Tapi dia tak de la gari aku. Then dia orang boleh ajak borak lagi. Aku bagitau duit tak cukup nak bayar kompuan tu, then aku nak try telefon orang lain tapi tak de coverage. Bongok lah Celcom. Nasib baik abang abang polis ni suruh mamat yang sama dengan aku tadi tu bagi aku pinjam phone dia.

So aku tak fikir lain dah. Aku terus call member aku IH sebab dia lah yang aku rasa paling dekat time tu.

Dah lah tak leh cakap lama lama.

"Beb.. Aku ni.... "

"Haa? Sapa?"

Sebab nombor phone tak familiar.

"Aku lah. Meng. Kau free tak? Boleh datang Mahkamah Sepang. Bawak duit RM 600"

"Sekarang?"

"Haah. Sekarang ! RM 600 tau"

IH akur. Aku sebenarnya ada RM 400 dalam wallet. Memang tak expect kena jatuh hukum dan terus kena bayar la la tu jugak. Nasib lah.

Tengah duk dalam jel tu tetiba 3 Afrikas bibir tebal tadi tu turun. Dia orang dah dijatuh hukum. Hukuman penjara tapi bermula dari tarikh dia orang kena tangkap so kira dah tamat lah. Punya la happy 3 ekor tu siap berjoget joget dalam jail. Mamat Polis tu marah gak lah sambil bebel dia orang macam Tarzan.

"I cant wait brother. I want to go back. I want to see my mother"

Pastu gelak, menyanyi berjoget joget. Huru hara betul. Yang lagi haru, dia orang bergari 3 orang. Sorang kencing, yang 2 lagi kena ikut. Hahaha.

Sebab jail tu macam dah riuh dan ramai lak orang, so mamat polis tadi tu suruh aku pindah duk sel satu lagi yang kosong. So aku dengan mamat yang tak cukup duit tadi tu then lepas tu turun lagi 2 orang pesalah yang sama. Semua tak cukup duit nak bayar time time tu.

Process seterusnya adalah bersembang dan sesama kami. Ada 5 orang pesalah termasuk sorang pesalah yang maki polis. Kena denda RM 4000. Dia masuk paling last tapi dia keluar paling awal. Mak bapak dia datang jamin. 

Aku macam biasa, baik hati jamu semua banduan banduan ni dengan Fisherman Friends aku tu.

Last sekali tinggal aku bertiga je. Mamat yang tak cukup RM 50 pun dah keluar. Then sorang lagi lepas tu wife dia datang bayar. Wife dia siap nangis nangis lagi kat pintu. Tinggal aku berdua pulak.

"Bang.. Cemana? Sapa datang bawak duit?"

Mamat polis tu tanya aku. Dia orang OK la walaupun aku dalam jel dan dia orang kat tengah tu tapi layan borak gak lah. Cuma aku musykil kenapa dia kunci jel aku tu macam aku buat salah jenayah jer.

Aku mintak phone aku untuk call IH sekali lagi. Dalam hati pun tertanya tanya mana lah IH ni... !

Dalam sel takde line coverage gak, terpaksa aku naik atas tembok.

Dalam sel yang aku duduk

Jamban uols... Berani nak berak?

Aku naik atas tembok tu sebab nak cari signal phone. Haram.

Last sekali intai kat luar nampak ada orang.

"Psst ! Psst ! Bro.. Bro.. Sini Sini "

Melilau pulak dia cari mana datang arah suara aku. Rupanya kat atas.

"Boleh tolong call member saya tanya dia kat mana?" 

Then aku bagi nombor phone IH.

Baik hati mamat kat luar ni tolong hubungi IH.

Tak lama lepas tu, pintu depan sel terbuka.

"IH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Rasa nak meraung je time tu. 

"Kawan abang ke?"

"Haah. Kawan saya. Cepat keluarkan saya dari sini !!!!! I dont belong here....."

Hahahaha.

Mamat mamat polis tu OK..... lepas settle documentation then dia release aku keluar. Merasa jugak lah aku duduk dalam penjara tu sejam lebih sementara tunggu IH sampai.

Masa nak keluar tu tetiba..

"Brother.. Brother... Sweet ! Sweet !!"

Isk. 3 ekor Afrikas ni nak Fisherman Friends lagi ! Polis polis tu ingat dia mintak rokok dengan aku.

"Nah !!! Jangan harap aku nak suap ke mulut korang lagi. Pepandai la suap sendiri. Semoga balik negara Affrika nanti buleh jadi nelayan ker mana tau  !."

Aku bagi je semua gegula tu kat depa. Biar berangin sikit bibir tambah tebal mengalahkan Kak Nitta.

Mamat mamat polis tu siap bersalam salam lagi. Of course dengan nasihat....

"Jangan masuk lorong kecemasan lagi ya Bang..."

Heheehe.

Dan begitu la ceritanya.. kisah di balik tirai besi...

IH tak abis abis gelak tengok aku duduk dalam jail. Perut aku dah lapar, lepas tu kami terus gi makan sambil bergossip riang.

Kenangan hari ni dalam sejarah. Aku merasa macam mana berada di dalam penjara ! Sejam pun aku dah terasa bosannya, apatah lagi kalau duduk bertahun tahun.

Moralnya di sini, jangan masuk lorong kecemasan ketika memandu.................. !

Aku rasa yang aku kena jail ni adalah kes terpencil dan bukan menggambarkan sistem sebenar kehakiman negara dan mohon jangan diperbesar besarkan hal ni dan boleh menganggu gugat penerimaan orang lain. 

Logically disebabkan kes ni ada approach lain yang lebih sopan selain daripada 'humban' dan suruh aku menunggu dalam lokap. Ambik je la IC dan aku boleh tunggu depan kaunter bayaran. Takkan la aku nak lari.

Aku redha dan anggap ini satu pengalaman. 

Entry ini adalah perkongsian pengalaman dan bukan lah bermaksud mencari kesalahan pihak pihak yang berkenaan.

Terima kasih.

Kerana menjaga hati

Rela ku berdiam diri

Menelan segala

Apa kau idamkan

Asal jangan menuduh

Ku tak mengenang jasa

Gerak langkah dan tindakan

Bukannya datang dariku

Segala dikawal

Malah diawasi

Jikalau ku membantah

Pasti dosa bertambah

Bagai ikan dalam kaca yang berharga

Berenang-renang tak berkawan

Aku perhiasan mata

Pada yang sudi memandang

Jari jemari yang tidak membelai

Terhalang oleh kaca berharga

Dalam hati bergelora

Tuhan saja mendengarnya

Semakin disimpan makin menyiksakan

JIkalau diluahkan

Kelak putus ikatan

Bagai ikan dalam kaca yang berharga

Berenang-renang tak berkawan

Aku perhiasan mata

Pada yang sudi memandang

Jari jemari yang tidak membelai

Terhalang oleh kaca berharga

Aku perhiasan mata

Pada yang sudi memandang

Jari jemari yang tidak membelai

Terhalang oleh kaca berharga

Kisah Di Sebalik Tirai Besi....................

Jeng Jeng Jeng !!!!

Hari ini semua persoalan akan terjawab. Semua misteri akan terungkai..... 

Baca tanda ni...... 

Dan saksikan bangunan yang tersergam ini.....

Maka terjawab lah.. kenapa aku dan Sepang berpisah tiada untuk beberapa entries yang ada yang lepas lepas.

Ya.. aku pernah bagitau kan pasal aku kena naik mahkamah sebab memandu di lorong kecemasan? Sekarang ni kesalahan tu dah tak leh nak kompoun dah. Sesiapa yang di dapati bersalah, terus naik court.

Court mahkamah laa bukan Court Mammoth !

Cerita dia macam ni. Ada satu hari tu, waktu petang aku abis meeting di Cyberjaya. Pastu aku nak balik lalu ikut laluan ke Elite Highway kat situ ada contruction flyover yang runtuh dulu tu. So ada detour untuk u turn dan semua orang yang buat u turn ni menjadikan jalan ke tol terhalang dan jem. So sesapa yang nak ke tol terpaksa la lalu ikut laluan kecemasan. Tu jer ! Aku pun follow semua kereta kereta lain, tapi hari tu memang nasib tak baik, ada pegawai JPJ berdiri tepi jalan tu dan snappy gambar semua kereta yang melanggar peraturan tu.

* seka airmata sambil mengimbau kenangan silam aku dan diri mu... berdua bersama bermadu...........

Pendekkan cerita, surat saman sampai, suruh pegi JPJ then pegi JPJ terus dia bagi tarikh untuk naik court.

Surat naik court

Dah kena naik court takkan aku tak nak pegi. Dah aku buat salah ! Lagi pun aku mana ada peguam nak mewakilkan. Tak mampu nak bayo. Hahaha....

So aku akur lah dan pegi ke mahkamah Sepang pada waktu yang di tetapkan hari tu. Sebab dia bagi masa kena sampai pukul 8 pagi, dan sebab aku takut jauh aku nak sampai dari rumah, tu yang aku bermalam di hotel youniQ tu.......

Di pendekkan cerita lagi. Pagi tu awal awal lagi aku dah buat kemunculan di mahkamah. Cuak jugak la takut reporter reporter semua dapat menghidu dan siap sedia nak war war kisah perceraian aku dengan Fazura ni. Tapi aku cool !

Aku relaks jer.... 

Sebab... haram tak de orang pun yang ambik port dan kenal aku kat court tu !

* sedar diri yang tak seberapa ni

OK now aku share sedikit sebanyak, apa nak buat kalau kita kena naik mahkamah !

Memula kena pegi mahkamah lah. Pastikan lokasinya betul. Jangan pegi mahkamah lain pulak. Sebab aku sabit kesalahan di Putrajaya tu yang kena naik mahkamah Sepang ni.

Waktu aku sampai dah ramai yang menunggu. Ada yang pesalah macam aku. Ada ahli keluarga jugak dan macam macam lagi. Tapi..................... selagi peguamcara dan peguambela tak datang, kena lah menunggu.

Tipu je konon konon nak start pukul 8 pagi !

Sebab ada masa, yok kita melawat kawasan jap.

Direktori

Kalau dah sampai kena register dulu, bawak surat yang kena naik court tu. Tapi orang dalam kaunter tu tak layan, dia suruh tunggu pegawai JPJ yang berkenaan sampai. Sebab pegawai JPJ ni la yang menyabitkan kesalahan kita ni.

Upacara menunggu memang mencemaskan. 

Suasana memang nampak macam yang kita tak biasa. Banyak lawyer. Pastu datang van dan lori polis bawak banduan dan pesalah bergari untuk di bicarakan. Ini semua pemandangan yang boleh di lihat di sini. 

Belum kira ahli keluarga dan sanak saudara yang menangis meraung nampak sedara mara mereka yang bergari di bawa ke bilik bicara.

Bapak dia sedih pasal anak dia kena bicara kot

Di sini juga ada kaunter bayaran untuk membuat pembayaran

Tunggu dan terus menanti sampai dekat pukul 10 jugak la baru lah pegawai JPJ tu datang. Then bagi surat naik court tu dan dia akan ambik butir butir yang perlu.

Aku sendiri pun tak tau nak expect apa. Aku ingat ini macam procedure biasa so aku pun datang sorang tak de lah nak prepare apa apa.

Pegawai JPJ tu sampai dan semua pesalah pesalah yang menunggu semua daftar dengan dia.

Dan kami semua di bawa ke bilik bicara di mana pertuduhan dan perbicaraan di jalankan.

Senyap ! Mahkamah sedang bersidang

Lepas tu kami yang pesalah pesalah ni di suruh masuk ke bilik mahkamah. Kami duduk kat belah belakang je. Ada sorang polis tua yang garang. Siap warning jangan sampai phone berbunyi.

Suasana dalam bilik perbicaraan. Gambar sengaja aku kaburkan. Actually tak boleh ambik gambar ni.

Dan kami pesalah duduk kat kerusi ni dan dengar dari jauh je. Kalau sedara mara datang pun boleh masuk tapi tak boleh buat bising.

Then Tuan Hakim masuk dan sidang di mulakan

Peguam cara dan peguam bela masing masing menyampaikan hujah hujah mereka.

Tapi. Dalam satu satu sesi perbicaraan di mahkamah Majisteret macam ni, bukan ada satu dua kes je malah banyak gila dan setiap kes dibacakan satu persatu sementara menunggu Hakim menjatuhkan hukuman.

Hari tu sesi pagi penuh dengan untuk pesalah Immigration dan pendatang tanpa izin. Sorang demi sorang di bawa masuk dan di bacakan pertuduhan dan Hakim menjatuhkan hukuman.

Rengsa la aku dan yang lain lain ni menanti.........................

Berdebar debar pun ada jugak ni tapi aku dulu kat US pun pernah naik court.. hahaha. Kesalahan lalu lintas jugak. Siap polis tu keluarkan pistol lagi sebab aku sesuka hati je keluar dari kereta masa polis tu suruh pulled over. Hiks.

Nak gi kantin tak lalu nak makan dah rasa. Tak tau la hukuman cemana yang bakal di jatuhkan

Abis abis aku turun keluar dan hisap rokok

Tunggu punya tunggu then bermula lah kes kes yang melibatkan kesalahan lalu lintas ni. Ada sorang mamat ni di panggil then jatuh hukum. Then ada sorang lagi. Tup tup nama aku berkumandang.....

Dup dap dup dap.

Dah di panggil tu kena pegi depan. Tapi tak de la masuk dalam kandang orang kena tuduh. Belah tepi je. Pastu nanti ada sorang tukang bela kot ( makcik India ) akan verify nama kita dan tanya sikit sikit dan ulang semula pertuduhan.

"Awak mengaku bersalah?"

Dia tanya.

"Saya mengaku... tapi..........................."

Bila aku cakap tapi je dia pandang aku, aku pandang dia tetiba mata dia bulat dan besar.

"Oh.. tak boleh ada tapi?"

Dia diam je. Then dia intro kat Hakim. Hakim dengar... then Hakim sibuk menulis apa benda ntah.... then Hakim bersuara..

"Untuk kes bla bla bla bla..... hukumannya.. denda RM 600. Tak bayar, penjara 6 hari !!"

Tu je suara Hakim berkata kata.

"Ala Kasim. Ampunkan mak Kasim. Mak dah tua. Mak dah senja. Mak dah tak berguna lagi Kasim. Eh.. Hakim !"

Terus tersedar dari lamunan.

Aku relaks je lah. Dah jatuh hukum. Terima je lah. Sapa suruh kau masuk lorong kecemasan kan???? Padan muka diri sendiri.

Pastu nama orang lain pulak di panggil. Tak de la lama sorang sorang punya kes di settlekan.

Lepas dah abis tu, nanti ada pelapor yang tulis hukuman kita tu akan bagi kertas jatuh hukum pada polis tua yang kecoh kecoh dalam court tu.

"Kamu apa hukuman kamu tadi?"

Dia tanya aku.

"Denda RM 600"
"Kamu ada duit nak bayar?"
"Errrr......  sekarang tak  cukup lah. Saya boleh pegi bank kejap keluarkan duit"
"Mana boleh pegi bank ! Dah jatuh hukum ni tak boleh keluar. Kamu datang dengan siapa?"
"Sorang je"
"Mana boleh. Kena lah bawak keluarga. Sekarang macamana? Kamu kalau tak bayar kena tahan ni"
"Huh?"

Tetiba aku jadi bengong kejap.

"Telefon keluarga ke sedara mara ke, kawan ke. Mintak dia datang bayar kan. Suruh dia bawak duit ! Kalau tak kamu kena penjara"

Alamak !!!

Sapa aku nak cari? Bukan dekat ni. Sepang kot. Aku tak de kenal sesiapa pun kat kawasan ni !!!!! Abis tu cemana? Takkan aku nak kena masuk penjara?????????????????????

Gelap la masa depan.....................

Di balik rona ceria

Terpaling mendungnya

Bagai pelangi yang pudar warna

Serinya diambil

Segala semua

Terumbang-ambing cari arahku

Bekalan rindu hancur dan berderai

Yang kuidamkan kini terlerai

Serahkan kembali cinta itu

Yang pernah kau sanjungi dahulu

Apalah(kah) erti, sandiwara ini

Hari-hari yang bakal bersua

Pasti kosong tidak bermakna

Khabarkan sahaja pada semua

Akulah lara

Seperti tak percaya

Luka masih ada

Bila kau hilang rasa derita

Mungkin kekal begitu

Siapalah tahu

Kan aku cari penawar pilu

Bisakah ikan lemas di dalam lautan

Begitulah aku penasaran

Pencarian erti diselangi mimpi

Kerana kasmaran cinta aku menderita

Berikan ku jalan

Biar karma sahaja

Yang akan menentukan

perlu ke bersambung?

Jom Audit : Rezeki Dia, Rezeki Kita......

Dah masuk tahun baru ni. 

Jom kita sama sama audit. 

Layan senja di Langkawi dulu....

Sedarlah .................

Rezeki dalam hidup kita adalah berlainan.

Ada orang.. Rezeki dia, dapat kahwin awal dan settle down
Ada orang.. Rezeki dia, ada wang yang tujuh keturunan pun tak akan habis
Ada orang.. Rezeki dia, ada anak2 yang baik, yang sedang hafaz Al Quran
Ada orang.. Rezeki dia, dapat solat di masjid setiap waktu
Ada orang.. Rezeki dia, cukup makan dan pakai setiap hari
Ada orang.. Rezeki dia, dapat travel sana-sini
Ada orang.. Rezeki dia, business maju dan bertambah maju
Ada orang.. Rezeki dia, dapat belajar sampai tahap yang tertinggi
Ada orang.. Rezeki dia, mudah belajar dan baca Al Quran
Ada orang.. Rezeki dia, ahli keluarga masih ada di sisi_
Ada orang.. Rezeki dia, ada rumah yang selesa di diami

Hakikatnya.

Allah menjadi kan kita semua, orang yang kaya dengan rezeki yang tersendiri. Cuma kadang kadang kita yang tak nampak & tak sedar sebab kita selalu nampak rezeki itu dalam bentuk wang & material_

Alhamdulillah.

Semua benda yang baik adalah rezeki dari Allah, Walaupun hanya dengan dapat baca satu ayat Al Quran dalam sehari sebab ada orang yang Allah tak bagi rezeki nak baca Al Quran walaupun sekali dalam hidup dia

Carilah Allah dalam mencari rezeki yang berkat. Utamakan kehendak Allah, InSha Allah rezeki sangat mudah sampai kepada kita dalam semua perkara.

Berlapang dadalah dalam mencari rezeki, Bersyukurlah dalam setiap rezeki yang kita perolehi

Rezeki kita. Masih hidup lagi hari ni & berkesempatan untuk bertaubat, Sebab ada orang yang hari ni sudah tidak bernafas lagi dan telah pergi berjumpa Allah tanpa sempat bertaubat.

Ingatlah, rezeki Allah itu luas dan rezeki itu bukan hanya datang daripada sumber kewangan sahaja tetapi melebihi dari sekadar itu.

Sentiasa ikhlaskan hati dalam melakukan sesuatu, syukur selalu !

Semoga tahun baru hadir membawa sinaran suci

Kasihku kau menjelma
Bersama keharuman cinta
Kau membawa harapan dialam sepiku
Ku terjaga dari mimpi yang duka

Kasihku beginikah suratan
Pertemuan ini
Kau sinari duniaku cahaya cintamu
Ku bahagia bila disampingmu

Hadirmu membawa
Sinaran cinta yang suci
Hilanglah keresahan dijiwaku
Bahagia oh kasih

Janjiku padamu
Pengorbanan kasih suci
Bersama kejujuran kan kubina
Milikku cintaku abadi

Kasihku kau menjelma
Bersama keharuman cinta
Kau membawa harapan dialam sepiku
Ku terjaga dari mimpi yang duka

Kasihku beginikah suratan
Pertemuan ini
Kau sinari duniaku cahaya cintamu
Ku bahagia bila disampingmu

p/s wordings aku copied from somewhere....

2016 : Istimewa JULY

Dah masuk bulan Ogos so July boleh disepak ke tepi.

Tapi bulan July sebenarnya agak istimewa bagi aku.

Istimewa bulan Julai !

Tahun ini, dengan hadirnya Syawal di bulan Julai, maka aku turut sama meraikan hari ulang tahun yang ke dot dot dot.

* campak calculator masuk kawah gunung berapi....

Keep calm !

Masa kat kampung ada BBQ keluarga dengan menjemput rakan taulan dan sanak saudara terdekat untuk open house

Dan dia orang celebrate birthday aku

 Dan sekali lagi celebrate birthday dengan yang tercinta

Dan juga celebrate dengan kawan kawan juga. Bulan July ni ada quadraple birthday celebrations. Aku. OR, BW dan jugak CP. Jadi bulan July memang bulan meriah dengan acara makan makan.

Tak sangka jua, tua tua ni dapat lagi birthday kad. Terima kasih tanda ingatan....

Di sini aku nak kongsi rahsia untuk kekal muda walaupun setiap tahun umur kita bertambah !

And last sekali....

Ya. Tahun ni aku berumur 26 tahun. Selepas tolak waktu tidur.................  

Happy birthday to me.................

Doakan kesejahteran dan benda yang baik baik je untuk aku. Beroleh kebahagiaan, ketenangan dan keselesaan.

Amin.

Andaikan laut tak jauh dari langit
Mungkinkah diri ini tak terlalu merana
Ya robbi yassir wala tu’assir
Mudahkanlah jalanku menuju cinta-Mu

Terima kasih dan teruskan kembara kita !

Akulah pengembara

Melaju dalam pencarian cinta

Akulah terdampar diam

Jatuh hatiku …

Percuma saja aku memandang

Segala derita ku tlah berkawan

… berikan cintaku pada-Mu

Terima cintaku ya Allah

Andaikan laut tak jauh dari langit

Mungkinkah diri ini tak terlalu merana

Ya robbi yassir wala tu’assir

Mudahkanlah jalanku menuju cinta-Mu

Akulah pengembara

Kehausanku di padang tandus

Sepi melanda jiwa

Bila hatiku tanpa cinta-Mu

Akulah pengembara

Melaju dalam pencarian cinta

Akulah terdampar diam

Jatuh hatiku …

Percuma saja aku memandang

Segala derita ku tlah berkawan

… berikan cintaku pada-Mu

Terima cintaku ya Allah

Andaikan laut tak jauh dari langit

Mungkinkah diri ini tak terlalu merana

Ya robbi yassir wala tu’assir

Mudahkanlah jalanku menuju cinta-Mu

Andaikan laut tak jauh dari langit

Mungkinkah diri ini tak terlalu merana

Ya robbi yassir wala tu’assir

Mudahkanlah jalanku menuju cinta-Mu

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10 Pieces Of Timeless Spiritual Wisdom To Help You Get Through Hard Times.

The wisest, most loving, and well rounded people you have ever met are likely those who have known misery, known defeat, known the heartbreak of losing something or someone they loved, and have found their way out of the depths of their own despair. These people have experienced many ups and downs, and have gained an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, understanding and a deep loving wisdom. People like this aren't born; they develop slowly over the course of time. Angel and I have worked with thousands of these incredible people over the past decade, both online and offline, through various forms of coaching. In many cases they came to us feeling stuck and lost, unaware of their own brilliance, blind to the fact that their struggles have strengthened them and given them an upper hand in this crazy world. Truth be told, when hard times hit, and the challenges you face are great, you can either let your situation define you, let it destroy you or let it strengthen you. The choice is yours to make. In today's article I want to remind you of a few powerful, yet easily forgotten truths that will help you choose wisely and grow stronger even through the hardest times…

 1. Pain is part of life and love, and it helps you grow. 

So many of us are afraid of ourselves, of our own truth, and our feelings most of all. We talk about how great the concepts of life and love are, but then we hide from both every day. We hide from our truest feelings. Because the truth is life and love hurt sometimes, and the feelings this brings disturbs us. We are taught at an early age that all pain is evil and harmful. Yet, how can weever deal with real life and true love if we're afraid to feel what we really feel? We need to feel pain, just as we need to feel alive and loved. Pain is meant to wake us up. Yet we try to hide our pain. Realize this. Pain is something to carry willingly, just like good sense. Because you can only learn how strong you are when being strong is the only choice you have. It's all in how you carry the things that don't go your way. That's what matters in the end. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you – your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting the lies of insecurity destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel pain – to endure it – to own your scars – to deal with the realities of life and love, as you grow into the strongest, wisest, truest version of yourself. 

2. Mindset is half the battle.

 It's okay to have down days and tough times. Expecting life to be wonderful all the time is wanting to swim in an ocean in which waves only rise up and never come crashing down. However, when you recognize that the rising and crashing waves are part of the exact same ocean, you are able to let go and be at peace with the reality of these ups and downs. It becomes clear that life's ups require life's downs. In other words, life isn't perfect, but it sure is good. Our goal shouldn't be to create a perfect life, but to live an imperfect life in radical amazement. To get up every morning and take a good look around in a way that takes nothing for granted. Everything is extraordinary. Every day is a gift. Never treat life casually. To be spiritual in any way is to be amazed in every way. Do not let the pain of a situation make you hopeless. Do not let negativity wear off on you. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Even though others may disagree with you, take pride in the fact that you still know the world to be a beautiful place. Change your thoughts and you change your reality. And mindset is especially powerful when it comes to accepting that… 

3. Your biggest fears don't really exist. 

When times are hard it can be difficult to follow your heart and take another step, but it's a tragedy to let the lies of fear stop you. Although fear can feel overwhelming, and defeats more people than any other force in the world, it's not as powerful as it seems. Fear is only as deep as your mind allows. You are still in control. So take control! The key is to acknowledge your fear and directly address it. Fight hard to shine the light of your words upon it. Because if you don't, if your fear becomes a wordless, obscure darkness that you avoid, and perhaps even manage to briefly forget, you open yourself to future attacks from fear when you least expect it. Because you never truly faced the opponent who defeated you. You CAN beat fear if you face it. Be courageous! And remember that courage doesn't mean you don't get afraid; courage means you don't let fear stop you from moving forward with your life. (Angel and I discuss this in more detail in the “Adversity” chapter of 1,000 Little Things Happy, Successful People Do Differently.) 

4. You are growing through experience. 

Over time you will find that life isn't necessarily any easier or harder than you thought it was going to be; it's just that the easy and the hard aren't exactly the way you had anticipated, and don't always occur when you expect them to. This isn't a bad thing; it makes life interesting. With a positive attitude you will always be pleasantly surprised. When you stop expecting things to be a certain way, you can appreciate them for what they are. Ultimately you will realize that life's greatest gifts are rarely wrapped the way you expected. Experience is what you get when your plans don't go as planned, and experience is the most valuable commodity you own – it builds your strength. You have the power to turn your wounds and worries into wisdom; you just have to do something about them. You have to accept what has happened and use what you've learned to step forward. Everything you've experienced has given you the upper hand for dealing with everything you have yet to experience. Realize this and set yourself free. 

5. You can't change situations you don't take responsibility for. 

Sigmund Freud once said, “Most people do not really want freedom, because freedom involves responsibility, and most people are frightened of responsibility.” Don't let this be you. When you blame others for what you're going through, you deny responsibility – you surrender power over that part of your life. Make no mistake, in the end, the price of happiness IS responsibility. As soon as you stop making everyone and everything else responsible for your happiness, the happier you'll be. If you're unhappy now, it's not someone else's fault. Ultimately, your happiness depends on your self-reliance – your unshakable willingness to take responsibility for your life from this moment forward, regardless of who had a hand in making it the way it is now. It's about taking control of your present circumstances, thinking for yourself, and making a firm choice to choose differently. It's about being the hero of your life, not the victim. 

6. The present is all you really have to deal with. 

Life is not lived in some distant, imagined land of someday where everything is perfect. It is lived here and now, with the reality of the way things are. Yes, by all means you can work toward an idealized tomorrow. Yet to do so, you must successfully deal with the world as it is today. Sometimes we avoid experiencing exactly where we are because we have developed a belief, based on past experiences, that it is not where we should be or want to be. But the truth is, where you are now is exactly where you need to be to get to where you want to go tomorrow. So appreciate where you are. Your friends and family are too beautiful to ignore. Take a moment to remember how fortunate you are to be breathing. Take a look around, with your eyes earnestly open to the possibilities before you. Much of what you fear does not exist. Much of what you love is closer than you realize. You are just one brief thought away from understanding the blessing that is your life. Happiness is a mindset that can only be designed into the present. It's not a point in the future or a moment from the past; yet sadly, this misconception hurts the masses. So many young people seem to think all their happiness awaits them in the years ahead, while so many older people believe their best moments are behind them. Don't be either of them. Don't let the past and the future steal your present. (Read The Power of Now: A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment.) 

7. There is always, always, always something to be thankful for. 

Life is better when you're smiling. Being positive in a negative situation is not naive; it's a sign of leadership and strength. You're doing it right when you have so much to cry and complain about, but you prefer to smile and appreciate your life instead. What if you woke up tomorrow with only the things you were thankful for today? Think of all the beauty that remains around you, see it and smile. Be thankful for all the small things in your life, because when you put them all together you will see just how significant they are. At the end of the day, it's not happiness that makes us thankful, but thankfulness that makes us happy. 

8. Great things take time. 

Instant results are rarely the best results. With patience, you can greatly expand your potential. If your desires were always fulfilled immediately, you would have nothing to look forward to. You would miss out on the joys of anticipation and progress. Remember, patience is not about waiting; it's the ability to keep a good attitude while working hard for what you believe in. It's the willingness to stay focused, confidently staking one small step at a time, knowing that the way you move a mountain is by moving one stone at a time. Every stone you move, no matter how small, is progress. Bottom line: You deserve more than mere instant gratification. Value that arrives in an instant is often gone in an instant. Value that takes time and commitment to create often outlives its creator – YOU. 

9. Other people cannot validate you.

When we're struggling to achieve something important, sometimes we look to others to validate our progress. But the truth is, they can't… You are not in this world to live up to the expectations of others, nor should you feel that others are here to live up to yours. Pave your own unique path. What success means to each of us is totally different. Success is ultimately about spending your life happily in your own way. You don't have to be flashy to be impressive. You don't have to be famous to be significant. You don't have to be a celebrity to be successful. You don't need to be validated by anyone else. You are already valuable. You just need to believe in yourself and what you wish to achieve. You can be quietly humble and still be amazingly effective. Just because people don't fall at your feet and worship you, doesn't mean you are a failure. Quiet success is just as sweet as loud, flamboyant success, and usually far more real. Success is how you define it, not what everyone else says it must be for you. (Read The Gifts of Imperfection.) 

10. You are not alone. 

In the midst of hard times, it's easy to look around and see a bunch of people who seem to be doing just fine. But they're not. We're all struggling in our own way. And if we could just be brave enough to open up about it, and talk to each other, we'd realize that we are not alone in feeling lost and alone. So many of us are fighting the same exact battle alongside you. We are all in this together. So no matter how embarrassed or pathetic you feel about your own situation, know that there are others out there experiencing the same emotions. When you hear yourself say, “I am all alone,” it's just your worried mind trying to sell you a lie. There's always someone who can relate to you. Perhaps you can't immediately talk to them, but they are out there. If you're feeling desperate right now, hear me: I often feel and think and struggle much like you do. I care about many of the things you care about, just in my own way. And although some people do not understand us, we understand each other. YOU are not alone!

Source : 10 Pieces Of Timeless Spiritual Wisdom To Help You Get Through Hard Times.

100 Interesting Facts + 7 Tips Menjaga Perut

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001. Most soccer players run 7 miles in a game.

002. The only 2 animals that can see behind itself without turning its head are the rabbit and the parrot.

003. Whip makes a cracking sound because its tip moves faster than the speed of sound.

004. It cost 7 million dollars to build the Titanic and 200 million to make a film about it.

005. When hippos are upset, their sweat turns red.

006. Every time you sneeze some of your brain cells die.

007. Your left lung is smaller than your right lung to make room for your heart.

008. Laughing lowers levels of stress hormones and strengthens the immune system. Six-year-olds laugh an average of 300 times a day. Adults only laugh 15 to 100 times a day.

009. Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying.

010. The Boeing 747 is capable of flying upside-down if it weren’t for the fact that the wings would shear off when trying to roll it over.

011. Never hold your nose and cover your mouth when sneezing, as it can blow out your eyeballs.

012. The world’s smartest pig, owned by a mathematics teacher in Madison, WI, memorized the multiplication tables up to 12.

013. In ancient Greece, children of wealthy families were dipped in olive oil at birth to keep them hairless throughout their lives.

014. Every Labrador retriever dreams about bananas once in a while.

015. Approximately one-sixth of your life is spent on Wednesdays.

016. You can actually sharpen the blades on a pencil sharpener by wrapping your pencils in aluminum foil before inserting them.

017. 111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321

018. 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents daily.

019. 123,000,000 cars are being driven down the U.S’s highways.

020. 160 cars can drive side by side on the Monumental Axis in Brazil, the world’s widest road.

021. A cockroach can live several weeks with its head cut off.

022. A company in Taiwan makes dinnerware out of wheat, so you can eat your plate.

023. A cow produces 200 times more gas a day than a person.

024. A dime has 118 ridges around the edge.

025. A dragonfly has a lifespan of 24 hours.

026. A giraffe can clean its ears with its 21-inch tongue.

027. A giraffe can go without water longer than a camel can.

028. A goldfish has a memory span of three seconds.

029. A pregnant goldfish is called a twit.

030. A Saudi Arabian woman can get a divorce if her husband doesn’t give her coffee.

031. A shark is the only fish that can blink with both eyes.

032. A quarter has 119 grooves on its edge, a dime has one less groove.

033. A whale’s penis is called a dork.

034. America once issued a 5-cent bill.

035. An iguana can stay under water for 28 minutes.

036. An ostrich’s eye is bigger than its brain.

037. Bats always turn left when exiting a cave.

038. Ben and Jerry’s send the waste from making ice cream to local pig farmers to use as feed. Pigs love the stuff, except for one flavor: Mint Oreo.

039. Dolphins sleep with one eye open.

040. Hershey’s Kisses are called that because the machine that makes them looks like it’s kissing the conveyor belt.

041. If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle; if the horse has one front leg in the air, the person died as a result of wounds received in battle; if the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes.

042. If you toss a penny 10,000 times, it will not be heads 5,000 times, but more like 4,950. The heads picture weighs more, so it ends up on the bottom.

043. In most advertisements, including newspapers, the time displayed on a watch is 10:10.

044. It’s impossible to sneeze with your eyes open. (Don’t try this at home!)

045. More Monopoly money is printed in a year, than real money printed throughout the world.

046. More people are killed annually by donkeys than die in air crashes.

047. More people use blue toothbrushes, than red ones.

048. Mosquitoes have teeth.

049. Most Americans’ car horns beep in the key of F.

050. Most cows give more milk when they listen to music.

051. Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin.

052. Most lipstick contains fish scales.

053. Over 1000 birds a year die from smashing into windows.

054. Owls are one of the only birds who can see the color blue.

055. The average person falls asleep in seven minutes.

056. The average person has over 1,460 dreams a year.

057. The average person is about a quarter of an inch taller at night.

058. The average person’s left hand does 56% of the typing.

059. The only 15 letter word that can be spelled without repeating a letter is uncopyrightable.

060. The only nation whose name begins with an “A” but doesn’t end in an “A” is Afghanistan.

061. The “save” icon on Microsoft Word shows a floppy disk, with the shutter on backwards.

062. There are 293 ways to make change for a dollar.

063. There are 336 dimples on a regulation golf ball.

064. There are over 52.6 million dogs in the U.S.

065. There are more chickens than people in the world.

066. There are more plastic flamingos in America than real ones.

067. There are only four words in the English language which end in “-dous”: tremendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous.

068. There are only thirteen blimps in the world. Nine of them are in the United States.

069. When snakes are born with two heads, they fight each other for food.

070. Windmills always turn counter-clockwise. Except for the windmills in Ireland.

071. You’re born with 300 bones, but when you get to be an adult, you only have 206.

072. You’re more likely to get stung by a bee on a windy day than in any other weather.

073. Windmills always turn counter-clockwise. Except for the windmills in Ireland.

074. The sound of E.T. walking was made by someone squishing her hands in Jello.

075. The starfish is one of the only animals who can turn it’s stomach inside-out.

076. The state of Florida is bigger than England.

077. The name Wendy was made up for the book “Peter Pan.”

078. The national anthem of Greece has 158 verses. No one in Greece has memorized all 158 verses.

079. The Neanderthal’s brain was bigger than yours is.

080. The oldest known goldfish lived to 41 years of age. Its name was Fred.

081. The giant squid has the largest eyes in the world.

082. The glue on Israeli postage stamps is certified kosher.

083. The highest point in Pennsylvania is lower than the lowest point in Colorado.

084. The housefly hums in the middle octave, key of F.

085. The international telephone dialing code for Antarctica is 672.

086. The katydid bug hears through holes in its hind legs.

087. The “L.L.” in L.L. Bean stands for Leon Leonwood.

088. The longest one-syllable word in the English language is “screeched.”

089. The longest recorded flight of a chicken is thirteen seconds.

090. The longest word in the English language, according to the Oxford English Dictionary, is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis. The only other word with the same amount of letters is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconioses, its plural.

091. The Main Library at Indiana University sinks over an inch every year because when it was built, engineers failed to take into account the weight of all the books that would occupy the building.

092. The Boston University Bridge (on Commonwealth Avenue, Boston, Massachusetts) is the only place in the world where a boat can sail under a train driving under a car driving under an airplane.

093. The characters Bert and Ernie on Sesame Street were named after Bert the cop and Ernie the taxi driver in Frank Capra’s “Its A Wonderful Life”.

094. The condom – made originally of linen – was invented in the early 1500s.

095. The cruise liner, Queen Elizabeth II, moves only six inches for each gallon of diesel that it burns.

096. The Earth weighs around 6,588,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 tons.

097. The Eisenhower interstate system requires that one mile in every five must be straight. These straight sections are usable as airstrips in times of war or other emergencies.

098. The electric chair was invented by a dentist.

099. The elephant is the only mammal that can’t jump.

100. The first Ford cars had Dodge engines.

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Dino World Edutour - Discovery

Hari tu jalan jalan pusing mall ternampak ada Dinosaur World Edutour ni.

Tak berapa menarik mana bagi aku, tapi budak budak dah melompat dan jumpa sedara mara mereka zaman lampau. Jadi, go ahead. 

Jangan bawak mereka balik ke rumah sudah !

Dino World Edutour

Entrance pass cuma RM5 untuk 1 dewasa dan 1 kanak kanak

Benda alah ni cuma pameran kecil je yang memaparkan dinosaur dinosaur zaman lampau. Di letak dalam bekas kaca dan boleh di perlihatkan terutamanya pada kanak kanak.

Aku tak berapa terkesima sangat sebab dinosaur ni nampak tak berapa jelita mana. Tapi sempat la aku snap snap ambik gambar.

Kalau ada sedara mara sesapa sila angkat tangan !

Meh. Aku nak jadi pakar dinosaur jap.

Pteroseurus

'Pterosaur' berasal dari bahasa Yunani 'Pteron' (sayap) dan 'Sauros (lizard.). Pterosaurs wujud dari Triassic kepada tempoh Cretaceous iaitu, 228-65 juta tahun yang lalu, apabila semua dinosaur pupus.

Ia mempunyai gigi yang sangat panjang dan rapat seperti gigi ikan paus. 

Maiasaura

Maiasaura atau namanya good mother lizard. Biasanya panjang 9 meter dan tinggi 2.5 meter. Berat boleh mencapai 3600 kilogram dan memakan tumbuhan. Mempunyai gigi dan gemar mengasah gigi sendiri ( macam mengasah bakat ). Makan buah, daun dan biji benih. Maiasaura berjalan dengan empat kaki tetapi berlari dengan 2 kaki. Biasanya bertelur sehingga 25 bijik sekaligus bersaiz buat anggur.

Stegosaurus

Stegosaurus mempunyai 17 plat bertulang yang tertanam di belakang.  Stegosaurus mempunyai dua baris ekor dalam dua baris, dengan tulang sejajar.  Paling besar duri nya ditemui sepanjang 2.5 kaki (76 cm) tinggi. Stegosaurus juga mempunyai pancing tajam pada hujung ekor yang boleh di  gerak gerakkan (ini dipanggil thagomizers ).

Walaupun Stegosaurus adalah kira-kira saiz sebuah bas, ia mempunyai kepala kecil (saiz kepala kuda) dan otak yang hanya saiz walnut !

Dah. Tu je 2-3 ekor yang aku rajin nak study. Lain lain aku malas. Tengok gambar je lah.

Yang ni nampak macam garang. T Rex

Ni macam itik sudu pun ada

Ini kacak sikit sebab berleher jinjang

Nampak macam suka merayau

Hah. Si hidung belang ! Memang tak boleh di percaya

Kaki skodeng ke apa ni?

Dah la huduh, terjelir lak tu

Ni fakta fakta menarik sikit pasal dinosaur ni.

1. Perkataan Dinosaur berasal dari bahasa Greek yang bermaksud 'cicak yang dahsyat'. Tapi maksud dasyat ini bukan la nak menggambarkan rupa mereka yang menakutkan ni tapi cuma saiz mereka yang besar besar ni. Nama dinosaur dicipta oleh seorang ahli paleontologi Inggeris Richard Owen pada tahun 1842.
2. Dinosaur wujud di bumi ini selama lebih 160 juta tahun, dari tempoh Triassic (sekitar 230 juta tahun lalu) melalui tempoh Jurassic dan sehingga akhir tempoh Cretaceous (kira-kira 65 juta tahun yang lalu)
3. Tempoh masa dari 250 juta tahun lalu sehingga sekitar 65 juta tahun lalu dikenali sebagai Era Mesozoic. Ia sering dirujuk sebagai Zaman Dinosaur.
4. Adalah dipercayai bahawa dinosaur hidup di Bumi sehingga sekitar 65 juta tahun lalu sebelum kepupusan besar-besaran berlaku.
5. Saintis percaya bahawa peristiwa yang membawa kepada kepupusan mungkin telah disebabkan oleh kesan asteroid besar-besaran atau aktiviti gunung berapi yang meletus.  
6. Dinosaur pertama yang secara rasmi dinamakan adalah Megalosaurus, pada tahun 1824.
7. Seseorang yang mempelajari dinosaur dikenali sebagai ahli paleontologi.
8. Dinosaur terbesar seperti Brachiosaurus dan Apatosaurus sebenarnya herbivor (pemakan tumbuhan) dan bukannya karnivor (pemakan daging).
9. Dinosaur yang memakan tumbuhan biasanya mempunyai senjata semulajadi pada tubuh mereka untuk berlawan dengan dinosaur yang memakan daging. Contoh Stegosaurus mempunyai pancang di ekor  dan tiga tanduk melekat pada bahagian depan perisai kepala.
10. Pterodactyls bukanlah dinosaur, mereka adalah reptilia terbang yang hidup pada zaman dinosaur  Begitu juga dengan reptilia berasaskan air seperti Plesiosaurs.
11. Burung berasal dari sejenis dinosaur dikenali sebagai theropods.

Aku resign ler jadi Paleontologist. Jadi artis antarabangsa senang skit, tak penat otak sangat !

Dah. Tu je. Yang penting Hero suka so aku kena la suka jugak walaupun tak tersuka mana. Anak Dara aku cakap...

"Adik tatuuuuuuuuuuuuutttt"

Memang tak berdaya saing mana.

Oh. Di samping tu ada tayangan video dan acara acara lain di Dino World Edutour ni. Tapi nampak overall tak berapa menarik.

Hahahaha. Enjoy weekend and happy berpuasa !